Think I like this boy •.^ dunno what to do -.-

put a symbol in my ask. i’ll be honest

† Your religious Views?
Atheist
@ Have you ever self-harmed? Why?
yes, to release
# Relationship with your father?
non-existent
$ Relationship with your mother?
amazing I love her
% Who is your most loved person?
Mommy
^ Have you ever been bullied?
yes
& What is your sexuality?
bi
☼ Who makes you the happiest?
Mommy, Mr.A Mr.O and Mr.H
* What is the most heroic thing you’ve ever done?
I saved a kitten from drowning
+ What calms you down when you’re upset?
Music, being with people I am certain care about me, sleeping
♥ Have you ever fallen in love?
I believe so
¤ Had your heart broken?
Yes
© Have you been betrayed in the past? How?
so many ways…. Rather not say
¶ Who do you miss the most?
People at the AP
§ Have you ever attempted suicide?
yes, more than 3 times
! Share a secret? I miss someone from LAMS and still care about them

So fucking high

I sometimes wish he would ask me if I am okay, i say im fine, then he hugs me and says “don’t lie to me, I know your not. Im here if you need” and doesn’t judge :’(

That time when you wince in pain and your math teacher sees but doesn’t seem to suspect anything even though he knows I cut :)

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it’s ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
So there’s nothing left of me?

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I’m standing on my feet

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]
Go run, run, run
I’m gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yeah oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it’s a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper) huh huh huh

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

She’s upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer
To drive her pain away.
Nothing good can come of this.

She opens it,
There’s nothing there
There is only left over tears.
Mom and dad had no right, she screams
The anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries.

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries.

Curled up,
She’s on the floor.
The relief left her…
She had hoped for something more
From it
Hoped for something more
From it
And He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping
And He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and…
The deeper you cut,
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut,
It only gets worse
The deeper you cut,
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut,
It only gets worse
Gets worse.

Now she’s slowly opening…
She’s slowly opening
New eyes…

Then she opened her eyes
And found relief in His life.
And put down her knives
Then she opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down,
Her life.

I am adopted, and sometimes wish I was just killed when I was born